How i wish if i could turn back time..

How i wish if teachers understand our feeling..

How i wish if i coud finish my pending homework..

But still, that is only a wish..

All the teahers think that we are some kind of fast robots that by just clicking a button, a pile of homework will be submitted in the next day..

How i wish if i am a fast learner..

I have only left with less than 100 days including holidays for my prelim and 'o' but what have i done??

Doing homework does not mean that i am studying..

I have a bad impression to those who has been telling me that 'Practise makes perfect'..

I have lose hope in improving my weakest subjects..

I hate studying...

Only failures says that..

Well, i guess i am one..

This coming week was a test week..

Almost all subject including my religious exam..

Why must all the test be on the same week..

I felt like running away where i don't have to think of doing homework or even test..

I hate test..

I hope i am not the only one..

I have lose a sense of respect to everyone..

The young, same age and the old..

I became rude..

I am becoming more and more over sensitive over such a small matter..

Why am i behaving like this?..

I HATE MYSELF..

I think that i have hurt deeply the feeling of those who are close to me..

The close to my heart ones..

Believe me..

I am different from those primary school days..

It's a fact that all must accept..

But i am an egocentric person..

I hate to ask forgiveness from someone whom i have hurt..

I just hate the word.. i-am-sorry..

Remember that..

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