Is it so hard to be a good person??

Why can't i be one or even act like one??

I have told you that i am not strong to be keeping all the problems to myself..

But why am i always with problems all the time..??

Am i born just to have problems.

Now, i am trying to make things clear..

Think thoroughly so that things will go on better

But an idiotic person took a shorter way to solve the problem..

Thinking that that is the only damn way to sorts things out..

Being someone older does not mean you are matured..

Ouh hello..matured people don't jump to conclusion..

I hate the way that person is thinking..

It sux..really sux..i mean it..

I did not ask for anything much..

Just a happy life

happy ending..

Is it too much??

If others can have one, why can't i??

I am indeed tired of everything and i mean EVERYTHING

I am tired of being called stupid..

I am tired of being called useless..

I am tired to keep having problems..

I am tired of being accused of not trusting those who are close..

I am tired of all misunderstanding..

I am most tired of being FAKE.

I am tired of smiling that does not makes any reason at all..

Does not mean that i am frantic or what..

Being accused of not trusting someone close make a huge impact on me..

Why can't some educate people my current situation..

How many bloody time must i tell you that i do not know from where i am suppposed to start..

Is my english not clear enough for you people to understand..??

Ouh whatever..

no matter how hard i try to prove that i am right..

no one gonna believe me..

am i right??

A BIG WHATEVER...

How i wish if all this was all nightmare..

Awoken by a scary nightmare that won't happen in real life..

Won't ever happen..

*cross finger*